わたし

あたしわききです。
だいじおぶじゃない。
あたしわあたしのじんせいがすきじゃない。
あたしのじんせいわとてもにぶいです。

あたしわとてもかなしいです。
さびしいです。ぜったいうれしいじゃない。

October 2011

Semester 6...
5 subs...
still in INTI..
same hostel room...
different roommate...

having myself changed.
into a different person.
who doesnt wanna be a nerd anymore.
but to enjoy life as much as i can.
as in go for outings to have fun and not to be stucked in the room. always.
doesnt care about the results for tests. even CGPA.

reasons. だいじおぶじゃない。
I'm done with all those crazy, insane study styles.
I'm exhausted of studying.
I'm sick of my over-stressed days. and the dull, boring, and meaningless life.

I quit-ed. no more aiming for high marks o CGPA.
just ensure that i pass the subs.
finish all these insane subs. this course.

and i will never ever study science subject ANYMORE. not even master o watsoever.


Getting myself changed,
KIKI.

semester 4 in BBTEI

ok..
one word to describe my life now..

--> insane.

i feel very tired of studying sometimes...
study science is a very tough case , even if u like it or not.. ==****
it makes my life no more.. T.T
sometimes i feel lk i wanna finish my degree faster so tat i could come out n work..
no more study after degree T.T..

from a quiet girl, and now becoming a super crazy college student..
from a normal happy-go-lucky life, and now having a super duper busy life...

and kiki is becoming more physco than ever~~~ @@
super emotionally unstable...
life becomes dull...
having a big-loss-appetite problem...
mind degrading..loss of control..health problem..brain sickness..
hair fall + white hairsssss...
and lastly, study biotech till need to see counseling for myself to maintaining my
still-sane mind...

and i wonder what i will be after my degree =.='''''


seriously, science subjects are just for insane people..
and i might become one of them soon...=.=''''


so..this just brief post describing how my life is as a science student...


*saving myself*

random

love my life now..*although i hate it sometimes*

'coming soon' semester

WTH~

i thought i got only 4 sub to focus on for the 2nd sem..
T.T haihzz

fine le..wat to do..sien..
hope that i can cope better than last sem..=.=***

but im quite happy cox i only need to pay RM1400 for total fee due to 30% scholarship and PTPTN!
BUT BUT~~~

NOW..I CANT EVEN PRESS ONE OF MY HP BUTTONS!!!!DAMN SHITT!!!!
AND..I CANT GET BACK MY ID YETTT!!!DAMN..!!! T.T

one word to describe. no luck. haihz.


Gambatte kudasai~
kiki desu~

~all about 1st semester of degree~

first thing was....
meeting the lecturers in class...

chemistry : Mr. Yeap
-is a kinda gay lecturer where his act abit niangniang chiang..well he is okay...
but if u messed up with him, U DIE!

molecular and cell biology : Miss See
-oh god this lecturer..she is extremely damnly strict and serious in the class when i meet her..teaching us at the speed of light..and her voice can actually scare ur soul..==****...but after knowing her, she is quite friendly and good..and her lecture makes me understand more about BIO!! XD

maths : Mr. Nathan
-well, whenever u could smell a sweet perfume passing by, thats showed he is some where around you.. he is the most outgoing lecturer i every met..but before he start the class, he SURELY look at the glass of the door for reflection to comb his hair~!
==''''and u can actually see 4/5 bottles of BOSS in his office..........*the best part is he gave tips for all tests, wuhoo!!*

biotech : Miss Nisha
-she is quite okay but i dun reli like her attitude..and biotech words is just too difficult for me!!! @@!!!!!!

eng : Miss Florence
- we called her as a kindergarten teacher due to her lecture..=='''
grammar..tenses...read out essay one by one..OH GOSH! its kinda boring in her class and i felt sleepy all the time.....


eng maths and biotech is still an okay subject...but for chem and mcb..I DIE!!!
first first chem and mcb still okay..but in the middle of the sem.. this two sub can jst kill off my soul one shot!!

for mcb, its just too muchhhhh factttsssss to REMEMBER AND MEMORISEEEEE!!!!!!!
for chem, damn. sometimes i felt like calculation in chem is worst than in maths..==**can jst die off..

WORST NIGHTMAREs FOR BOTH SUB!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe that i actually finished with this two subs..*wuhoo*
finally i can rest my soul and mind as my soul ady WORKED OVER its LIMIT~
fuhhh~

now thinking of my two weeks holiday....
going to enjoy kaokao before next sem startss!!

enjoying,
ah ki

i have a really bad feeling.. T.T

WORRY.